LOST

ain't about the tv series.


a very sad news to end 2011, is to find out that the folder you've been using ever since you're in high school to store EVERYTHING just boom! VANISHED. not even a trail or dust path toward it's whereabouts.


to reminisce, i stored the whole beatles in mono collection there(13 ALBUMS FOR GOD'S SAKE), 5 albums of oasis plus the remarkable time flies album, my whole tasks that i chose to keep from high school to college, my videos, old pictures, all my games collection, not to mention another songs...(i don't even know how many GBs i lost), other songs, the other songs, more songs... *sobs*


FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU


i felt so flat towards new year. been losing my pulse for a few months, and haven't got it back.
and i'm tired, oh so tired of faking that i'm okay.
so many things pressured me, things i can't let out of my mouth. things that rust inside the heart and only silent tears could ease that up a little bit.


so, happy new year.
just live your life and be thankful that you're still breathing, and seeing, and moving.
other than that?


shut up and enjoy the damn ride.


GOODBYE 2011.