LOST

ain't about the tv series.


a very sad news to end 2011, is to find out that the folder you've been using ever since you're in high school to store EVERYTHING just boom! VANISHED. not even a trail or dust path toward it's whereabouts.


to reminisce, i stored the whole beatles in mono collection there(13 ALBUMS FOR GOD'S SAKE), 5 albums of oasis plus the remarkable time flies album, my whole tasks that i chose to keep from high school to college, my videos, old pictures, all my games collection, not to mention another songs...(i don't even know how many GBs i lost), other songs, the other songs, more songs... *sobs*


FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU


i felt so flat towards new year. been losing my pulse for a few months, and haven't got it back.
and i'm tired, oh so tired of faking that i'm okay.
so many things pressured me, things i can't let out of my mouth. things that rust inside the heart and only silent tears could ease that up a little bit.


so, happy new year.
just live your life and be thankful that you're still breathing, and seeing, and moving.
other than that?


shut up and enjoy the damn ride.


GOODBYE 2011.

happy christmas everyone

so i already received my early birthday present from a faraway bestie, carolina handjaja!

whoops. it said "book " on the packaging...

when it's actually all nine shades of OPI shatter nail polish!!!

once i asked her about the price there and well...the price in indonesia are surely two-three times much expensive. so i thought of getting myself a bottle or so, if she comes home next summer.

suddenly ta-daah! boom!

*dies*

CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH CEH!

(i'm typing here along with the happiness bursting out of my flesh)

i'll make another post of the results later folks :")

one day to christmas

lots of things happened these past few months. can't really say i'm in good shape.
my mind is strayed and my mood rockets up and down faster than a rollercoaster.
(and no, i don't give a fuck either you think i'm a whiner or not)

anyway, it's seven days toward 2012.
gotta wake up from this hibernation and make some fixations here and there to embrace the new year.

how about you? excited? scared?

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